You have to stop believing that you need other people’s permission to be okay with yourself. That however you do or don’t align with what other people value determines your worth. That however the world does or doesn’t show you kindness is a direct reflection of how much you deserve it. You have to be kind to yourself. Even, and probably most especially, when it seems least deserved.
The longest swell I’ve ever heard, full crank 2 delays and one reverb and swelled in. I swear the signal has been running for at least 5 minutes and I’m swimming in it.